Dean got the Mark of Cain, Sam saw Dean with the Mark of Cain, they talked about it and Sam’s response was pretty much,”Cool story Bro” and the discussion was over and then Dean offhandedly mentioned…
The Epic Failure of Sam Winchester
You know what Dean doesn’t have? Anyone. Anyone to whom these lyrics apply. Not really—he’s so totally alone. It breaks my heart. It breaks my heart that Kevin says Dean’s throwing “another” pity party, but he forgives Sam. It breaks my heart how Dean’s pain is so easily dismissed as nothing—meaningless and a bother. It breaks my heart that Sam has failed Dean in so many ways that this song is the opposite of Sam for Dean. Dean is well and truly abandoned. My love for Dean Winchester has never been stronger. I love you, Dean.
lonely is the night when you find yourself alone
your demons come to light and your mind is not your own (x)
Breaks my heart—especially since I know that feeling so, so very well.